punchdrunk

2007-03-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed off. i can't view my blog. i can't view some people's blogs too. fuck it. its damn fucking irritating. it just appears as a blank page. fuck you, browser. fuck you big time.

today a fight happened during recess. and the loser rj swimmer took a hockey stick immediately. fucking coward. heard he's some bastard from acs who came in to rj with 20 soemthing points. lol. i really admire liyuan. he's damn brave. and each of us had chopsticks f self defence. luckily two cousellors stopped the fight. wahlao those j2s are so loser la. get owned by us in their compound. it feels safe having a choachukang gangster with us. and it was quite a scene outside the canteen just now. i think there's more to come. cos we go there everyday.

gym with jonat after sch then met aly and valerie at tp.

okay i dont feel like blogging cos i can't view my blog afterall.

SO FUCK EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING AGAINST ME.

2007-03-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

fuck. disappointed i feel. so much for being a friend. but hey, that's life. once you get something new and better, you will naturally throw away the old stuff. we're junk in your eyes; of no use to you.

i've got no mood, no drive to do anything. thanks for spoiling my day

2007-03-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

and so valerie bimbo lim was being a bimbo just now. seriously.

and and i finished my book review. haha luckily there are nice people like winston who willingly send me their work (:

and and. some stuff bothering me. dont know why but i feel so attached to my friend's problems. mike i'm always here maan and i'm always behind you. no matter what.

2007-03-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

todayy wasn't as bad as i thought. but but but first day of school is always so damn tiring. and i've gotta rush my book review (chinese. wtfwtfwtf. fuck chinese) by tonight. raaaaaaaah. so three main things happened today

1. we had 3 free periods :D that's 3 hours of time screwing around in rjc.

2. some jc waterpolo fucker and his friends found trouble with us. they pointed middle finger and so happen there were 2 indians thr so liyuan shouted across the canteen "eh indian shut your black mouth and fuck yr black mother. go back to the cotton fields where you belong". fuck then they started vocal rioting luckily the security guards were around so they couldn't whack us or anything. ha. tho its rly rly bad to be so racist but considering hes a gangster i think he kept his cool already.

3. I WENT FOR TRAINING TODAY HAHAHH. and i'll have to go for every training till lets see. april something. hahaha.

hope yall had a nice first day of school (:

2007-03-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

today's a great day hahaha. mass with mike :D jo :D and meishi :D meishi was suuuuper late lar wtf. so we missed like half th mass. MEISHI >:/ after mass, lunch at pastamania. then went to townn :D orchard for a while, then raffles city. blooody hell that nonsense alesia played some stupid prank, told everyone i slapped her. WTFFF. i merely saw her for a few seconds in church la. then stupid clare and valerie came scolding me. okay now i feel like slapping her. HAHA. kidding la. anw the journey was damn damn fun la. giving confirmation names for meishi and mike!! LOL. omgomg. laughed like some poopoo. HELLO MEISHI :D hahaha. michael IAN edwards! meishi didn't allow tht cos she's crazy over ian thorpe and she aint letting nobody use his name. HHAAHA go away lar meishi (: at raffles city, we camwhored at th bigbig mirror at the basement. as shown above. haha with people staring at us as if we were retards. oh oh oh and to end off we met meishi's hothothot mommm! eyecandyyyyy aahh. while she left with her mom we went to bishan to play soccer (: had a great time with the guys and sam came and we chilled out till almost 9. aunty cooked dinner for us. xiexie ni (: then i went to raffles city (again) to meet my parents and hazel. KNNNN hazel got a new phone. make me angry only.

school starts tmr. today was a nice way to end off the hols i guess. apart from not doing homework ): shit. im friggin worried for math. i'm supposed to use this holiday to practise and wtf i didn't even touch a single math question. FUCK myself.

anyway. thank you meishi michael and joel for the fun day (: and did the sun rise from the went today? meishi replied my sms zomgxzx : D

2007-03-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello everybody i'm fucking i love with my PINK FONT on msn :D it makes me feel bimbotic. HOHO. wahlao dayna. see la you force me t use pink font now ALYSSA and MEISHI calling me a beeembow ):

anywayzzzzz i went to town with marmie tday in the afternoon. and finally i found a ring to replace th one my mom dropped under the fking piano and now it's losttt. bloody hell. it's tiffany and co. ring!!! cheeee*** haha but it's imitation but but it's damn rare. only found in china :D haa hee hoo shopping with marmmie is damn tiring ): but oh well what to do i'm such a good son. HAHA

CRAP. mummy say must go church tmr. nvm. there's maikerl adwerdxx (michael edwards) :D

HOMEWORK CAN FUCK OFFFFF HOHO.

2007-03-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

Happy First Month Baby (:
thanks for everything ily x 10000000000000000000000000000000

yesterday morning went t gym with sam eddie and reuben. reuben the cb was damn funny. HAHAH we couldn't stop laughing lar. then town with alyssa jeremy clare rachael eman:D shalyn marie meishi aaron. hahaha this bunch of people ish berriii de cooolx de worxzzxzxzxzx. and the ma fucking sam didn't dare to/want to join us. wtf. watched the messengers. bloody fucked up horror movie. i mean they only use super effing loud, acute, sudden sounds to scare us. the storyline was gay and the movie was a lil less than 1 and a half hours long. GOSH. who's great idea to watch this movie eh (HELLO MEISHI). but at least i got free popcorn :D and i learnt th lyrics of SWEET ESCAPE (HELLO MEISHI AGAIN). after movie played pool. haha. then went to j8 for dinner at cafe cartel (fifteen bucks flew away)))):)

fuck it. march hols are over. wtf. i can't believe it. stupid camp. wasted 2 days. and stupid homework. it's not called holidays it should be called home-schooling. chee***

IF I COULD ESCAPE
AND CREATE A PLACE IN MY OWN WORLD
AND I COULD BE YOUR FAVOURITE GIRL
shit i forgot what comes next ):

holidays are over :/

2007-03-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

today. is thursday. hahahahaha

went shoppping with mommy this morning. shop shop shop. bought some stuff :D then went to get my hair done. LOOK MA, NO FRINGEE!! then then then, mommy went for facial and i went to meet alyssa meishi and paula at j8. they were off from camp haha. watched music and lyrics. hahaha. the show's only like 1 and a half hours. and the plot was so straighforward. TSK. but it was sweet anyhow.

after the movie met sam all. went to town to play pool with sam. hahaha. cuppage sucks. big time. ughh. had dinner then went home.

the girls were being irritating la. hahaha what raphael. and i swear. clarrissa chan is such a bimbo. omg.

tomorrow's our first month :D ily alyssa

2007-03-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

glenn shall be a good boy and not go for romp and make mummy happy. mom's bringing me to isetan private sale tmr :D tho i never really like it cos it's fucking crowded and everything is strewn everywhere :/ what kind of shopping environment is this luh.

going to th club to train and pool/gym with jackie :D

omg. 4 more days to

S fuck C fuck H fuck O fuck O fuck L

2007-03-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

camp was fking boring!! day 1 - train, play soccer, night games, sleep. day 2 - train, play soccer, watch movie, break camp. WTF. and i didn't bring sleeping bag so i made a nice bed using 6 classroom tables. it was super hard : / i miss my bed. oh oh, and i managed to escape from camp to meet alyssa rach marie shalyn justin at j8 :D

after camp went to dhoby ghaut for carls jr dinner. i love the blurdy big burgers. oh and i saw anthea. hahaha

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK ))))):

2007-03-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

omg. pursuit of happiness. is a fuckinggggg sad sad show )': it may not be the most interesting, funny, sexy or wow show, but it definitely touched our hearts, at least mine. made us realize money doesn't come easily. and how lucky we are. just look at ourselves. top to toe branded. when some people can't even afford a night at a motel, to pay a parking fine, and even sleep in railway station toilets. omg. we're such lucky bastards. i couldn't help but tear, it was really depressing la. ): justin and jat also cried. TSK.

before that we watched marie's dance at singapore river. haha. ij dancers are hot. just a casual remark :D

THANK YOU alyssa justin jat edmund aaron rach steph shalyn marie for the fun day. ahaha. th guys really crack me up :D i've become so appreciative of everything after watching the movie (:

okay, gotta pack my bag for camp :/ RAH. so i'll be away for 1 and 3/4 days. ~~slacking~~ training my balls off. take care people (:

baby i'll miss you realll bad. i'm at camp while you're reading this. i'm missing you alot alot. I LOVE YOU ALYSSA. take care at your camp! I'll see you on thursday or something. 4 days without you ): LOVEE

2007-03-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

ahh training camp tmr till tuesday! : \ rah. and baby has camp from tues to thurs. GREAT. singapore really has to re-define the term holidays.

I'VE GOT BRASS KNUCKLES HANGING FROM MY NECK AND MY CHAIN

AHHH-AHHHH!

2007-03-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

so term 1 is over. that's fast. really fast. lots of things happened, happening. especially nearing the end of the term where trouble never ceased to surface. it always happens this way. the last day of school last year was witnessing our good friend getting two strokes of the cane. yesterday was an intense day in school. from receiving news of our detention postponed to 3rd april, to year head finding us while we were doing our english test, and then after our hearts beating so fucking fast and not being able to calm down till the bell rang. adrenaline. we've gotta keep a low profile from now onwards. only then will we stay out of trouble. everyone was damn high at the last period. for us it was a mix of joy, adrenaline and lots of emotions. how much we stick together as one when we're down. it's touching. the last day of the term would mark an end or at least a break from the hectic and stressful times. i really felt like crying. how much our friends stood by us, how much our teacher encouraged us, talked sense into us, and how much we stayed by each other in trouble. gyming together, ponning school together, recesses together, going late for lessons together, getting into trouble together, has forged a much stronger bond between us. it's really something to be etched in my mind forever.

after school, sentosa with alyssa rachael clare jat justin meishi marie shalyn and friendss! had a great time. sam and eman joined us there :D i swear clarrisa chan looks like a blurdy nicole richie bimbo in shades and short hair!!!! HAHAHA :D so we just stayed around the beach, swam and all. mike and aaron joined us in the evening. omg. MIKE AND AARON. YALL CRACK ME UP. seriously. it's been long and its great meeting them up. the good ole holidays man! and MEISHI, good friends keep secrets, okay! had dinner at vivo foodcourt, then the girls went home while we chilled out in town. played pool :D went home late late late. fucking town had no cabs so i took a bus out then took a cab. gr. reached home at 12.30!

and i slept slept slept tillll 11 this morning :D holiday's feeling really good.

resolutions this holiday:
1. train train train
2. gym gym gym
3. study MATH
4. go out go out go out!!

grandma's birthday dinner later. hahaa. bye people

love me; i love you baby :D

2007-03-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

finallyyyy. after a downhill slide for almost a year. i've got a really decent grade for a common test :D CHINESE :D it's unbelievable. my teacher said, NI KAN JIA HAO, BU NENG SHUO YI ZHENG JU HUA WEN, CE YAN HAI DE DAO NA ME GAO FEN! it's true! i can't speak a full sentence in chinese. everytime i speak halfway, then i'll complete the sentence in english. HOHO. 40.5/50 :DDD second highest in class okayy!! CHEN JIA HAO IS THE SEXXXXXXX! and i got 22.5/25 for another compre (:

but fuck. tomorrow's the punishment. i may not be able to go for rachael's party. RAH.

2007-03-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

fuck. today's the fucking worst day in my life i swear. we ponned assembly yesterday and so happen my classmate made trouble by somewhat starting a riot in the hall. so year head's getting strict about yesterday. just that one fucking hour, caused us so much trouble. and it's really trouble. first thing in the morning after flag raising we were lectured for one fucking hour. about behaviour and grades as well. fuck la. and teachers received instruction from higher level to call our parents and tell them we played truant. and mr chandru called my mom and she as usual blew her top la. but come on la, it's just leaving school one hour before dismissal what. not as if i vandalised or punched a teacher or what right?!

the whole day was bloody fucked up. talked to so many teachers, and the director of pupil development. but they're nice la, and i'm grateful for them. it's our fault we played truant what, so i'll gladly accept punishment. i think it's detention plus official warning for truancy. means one more time and we'll get the whip i guess. and tomorrow's gonna be a whole day with year head. we gotta write a formal letter to him explaining what happened yesterday and all.

our clique is really screwed la. everyone's in trouble. liyuan who practically gave up studies wrote an essay for his math quiz, critisizing the school programme. and was fucked quite badly. today he punched the toilet paper holder in the toilet and got plastic shards up his fingers. and the fact that he cried. a gangster shedding a tear. meant alot. another of our good friend's both parents came down to school today. to see four teachers. gosh. but why're we so screwed? because we dare to voice out the pain of us students in ri. bottomline of raffles programme: if you want to do well in studies, trainings need to be compensated. if you wanna get the trophies, your studies are pretty much fucked. but the school wants both! if you dont go for training, you get fucked. if you do badly in studies, you get fucked. raffles is fuckshit.

the worst thing to end off a bad day in school would be getting it from your parents. i really hate my parents. they dont understand a shit that's happening in school. they dont give me the chance to tell them the truth. we're all teenagers. we're all growing. why is it because i'm in raffles fucking institution that i must be the model student who gets good grades all the time and has no trouble in school?! one word to describe that kind of person - lifeless. grow up and become a fucking dog whos always listening to others and not standing up for your views. fuck it.

the truth is, the heyday of Malvolio-esque Puritanism is long over, and the strict adherence to these austere brands is fucking OVER. why wouldn't my parents understand that.

i wish today never ever happened. i wouldn't mind if i slept and never woke up this morning.

i just cant get myself to say sorry to mom. when my teacher told me something about sincerity, i cried. he said, just a sincere sorry, tell her you're really sorry and this would never happen again. dont say sorry and walk away. but i just can't get myself to do that. how i fucking wish i could say a sincere sorry to my parents. but knowing how they'll respond, i just cant get myself to do it. is sorry such a hard word to say? to those who genuinely deserve a sorry, it's not. but to fuckers who dont bother to understand my plight, sorry seems to be the hardest word.

sometimes i just feel like giving up everything. nowadays, whether i go for training or not, mom will think i didn't go. she always says, i dont really care about your grades, i just want you to be a good boy in school. last year, just because i screwed up my end of year common tests, she starts finding fault with me, saying i go out often blablabla. and she says i've changed and all. the only thing that has changed in me, is my fucking grades. and that's all they cared about. is grades everything in life?! just because i've been doing well in sec1 and 2, they think that getting As in ri is not difficult. so last year when the Bs starting appearing, they think i've been going out too often and all. FUCK YOU. seriously. if you're not the one taking the exam, who are you to say such things?! that's what you told me. you told me about unreasonable parents. now you're being unreasonable.

think about it, of course i would give a damn about my life more than you right? it's my life! i know what im doing. my parents should just fuck off right now. i'm controlling. like hell. the only thing guiding me now is what my teacher told me. CONTROL. focus.

tomorrow is a crucial day. i will get over this. god save my family

2007-03-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

ROMP 02 TICKETS ARE OUT SO GET THEM BEFORE THEYRE SOLD OUTT!!!

pray that my brother will lend me his IC. dresscode is urban hiphop so think justin timberlake and fuck off with the baggy niggazzz clothing.

anyway today = sleep, sleep, sleep, recess, sleep, chem test, pon assembly, gym, tan, eat, go home. i just dont feel like doing anything. this week must end asap : / and and, aiya. i really hope he comes to his senses. though i know he wont give two shits about my concern.

attendace for assembly was taken today. which means we're pretty much fucked.

2007-03-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

school was fine today. went for training ( : D). after training met alyssa at tp and then went home with her (: hm i'm lazy to blog sorry. some thoughts running through my head now. not so fine ones la. to you (or you people), dont fall into her trap. seriously. we are guys i understand, but i'm a victim of it and it aint nice at all. her true colours are shown already. yall know it, but if yall choose to melt then i can't do anything.

or maybe it's just me?

ah fuck it.

lost to sji. by one try. fuck. this match meant alot to them, psychologically. and i couldn't be there to support them. i fail as a good friend. i fail as a friend

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL LYE THONG CHAI : D I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PRESENT COS I LOVE IT TOO HAHAH GR.

2007-03-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT BENG I'M NOT BENG I DO NOT LOOK BENG I'M A (VERY) CUTE INNOCENT MOMMY'S BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

roar. go away alyssa! and i'm angry today. because i couldn't find any nice shades. my expensive one got smashed and daddy aint allowing me to get those anymore. so,,, BUDGET. today mommy sent me to the range. practised awhile then went to meet Alyssa :D took train with her to marina. walkwalkwalk and bought a present for somebody. rachael stop being so mean to me! yr present burnt a hole in my pocket!! and stop calling me bird thongchai >:( so we just walkwalk taktalk. then alyssa went for tuition (?????) i went to my grandparents' place. today is the last day of cny HOW SAD. DAYNA YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN ME MY ANGPOW. :/

hahahaha today i bullied alyssa. (YAY) it was damn funny. but i was very mean. hahah. sorrry dear! you know i'm kidding (: lubx euux.

i can't wait for this week to enddddddddd

2007-03-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

How To Make A Teacher Cry (just a few ways):

Draw the devil sign on a mini tshirt. Stab it against the noticeboard using a lab knife

Kick a nice hole in the wall of a classroom less than a year old.

Form a thesis against the raffles programme

Use the structure of an atom to show you have a huge ball.

Remove the ceiling tile in the project room during lesson.

Use a laptop that costs more than twice her paycheck.

2007-03-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

she's back; REJOICE!

YAY BABY'S BACK!

JEREMY NEEEK AND GLENN SHALL REJOICE(:

hoho. today shall be a happy day! but i have to go for a boring party later and i have to study chem!! i dont understand a thing :/

GGXX

2007-03-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

shit. i'm feeling all guilty now. dang. behaviour is going downhillll. we skipped the period after recess. went to rjc library to slack hahaha. but it was really nice. so basically we had a 1 hour 45 minute break. : D and during physics we just screwed around with the lab apparatus. and played with ice. and crushed all the styrofoam cups. our teacher was about to cry la. dejavu (: after school we slacked in class,~~vandalised abit~~ while waiting to go watch the rugby match. : / reached sji, thunderstorm. bloody hell. made a wasted trip. but at least i got to see my cute son nicholas tan : D feeling all shitty, i went home for dinner then mom sent me to training. everything so wet. greens wet range wet balls wet. lost my feel so hit 200 balls with 8 iron. boring shit. at least it's better now, ohwell.

baby's coming back tomorrow!! YAY. i miss you super damn terribly ):

2007-03-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

it's so lonely without you. everything feels different. as if some part of me is missing. it feels empty online. my phone feels empty. my life feels empty. i miss you ): it's been 13 hours. 13 lonely hours. and more more to come. hah. at least neeek and jeremy are as sad as me : D I MISS YOU BABY. HURRY COME BACK. i wish i can say goodnight to you. i wish i can tell you i love you. i wish i can tell you i miss you. i wish. for you to be right here by my side now. baby this is love..

anyway today, school was fine. social studies test nearly killed my wrist. i forgot all the contextual knowledge so i just crapped out some shitt. we're working on our thesis: Raffles Programme. Four Years Down; How it has failed. and we're gonna mass mail our report to the teachers.

in neighbourhood schools, one fight and you're suspended or expelled. but in schools like ri, when reputation is so fucking important, they cover up by saying they dont wish to destroy your future blablabla. then they cane you and forget about it. if they report you to the police, media will be informed and soon the whole singapore will know. all raffles cares about is its reputation and singapore's "top" school. fuck it.

tomorrow gonna watch the rugby match against sji!

GO ~~RAFFLES~~ FRIENDS!

2007-02-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

baby's going for camp tomorrow! til saturday ): ): oh no no.

alyssa i love you so much. two days is like 48 hours! which is dont know how many thousand minutes! which will practically kill me. i'll miss you like crazy ): please please take care of yourself and enjoy yourself! dont think too much, i'm there in your heart always. IF I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, I WOULD (: and thanks for spending the afternoon and evening with me, it meant alot to me

you'll be on my mind always, i love you!

take care! <3

2007-02-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

its the feeling, of always wanting to be with that special someone, and without that special one, you just feel so lost and alone. you can't breathe easily and you really long for her touch, her beautiful presence. your thoughts are just filled with her and you simply can't stop her from running through ur mind every single minute. you wonder what shes doing, whether shes thinking about you too. she becomes part of you, something that you just can't live, if living was to be without her. cause shes simply irreplaceable. baby thats you. baby i know its you. my dreams came true, when i found you. thats you baby. and i hope i been always on your mind, cause if i could say i love you in every way possible, i would.

i love you alyssa lim

2007-02-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE'S USING THIS PHRASE

whispers hello i miss you quite terribly

EFF OFF. I SANG THAT SONG

: D

2007-02-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

today was super eventful in school. hahaha. we're gonna get our form teacher sacked from raffles! because he was so pissed off and he called us dogs yesterday. he said something like "....... yall can't even sit down like the dogs yall are." cos we were super crazy after chinese test. this is great la. he's gonna be in deep shit. finally. the feeling is damn good. it's like, we've been hating him to the core since last year but we can't do anything to him because he's a bloody teacher. so time and time again we piss him off and finally, he blew it! : D we'll make sure he gets screwed big time. so the whole day was spent cursing and swearing at him and plotting revenge.

and soooo happen, my classmate kicked a hole in the wall after school yesterday. technically, he should be expelled. cos he got caned twice last year already. but why did he kick the wall? because we were called dogs by our teacher. HAHAH. and that's when he'll get fired. we're all gonna sign and write in to the media about this and demand a public apology from him. LOSER.

the smell of sweet revenge is great.

The hole in the wall

STAB THE DEVILLLL

2007-02-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

raffles i hate youuu. our common class tests are on the last period of the day. when we're all fucking tired. 2.25 - 3.15 omg. anyway chinese today was easy. thank god (: french revolution, russian revolution, scientific revolution, RAFFLES REVOLUTION! raffles programme is a failure. we cheat, buy mcs to skip tests, pon trainings, just because of marks which are ever so fucking important in this school. all the nonsense raffles brainwashed the dumb 12 year old us about no EXAMS, less stress, holistic curriculum, less focus on grades and all. BULLSHIT la. fuck singapore's education system. it's just nonsense.

BORAT!!

2007-02-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

i'm jaded. ahhh

today i woke up freaaaking early, just to pon mass with sam and go gym. OKAYY. after gym we suntanned awhile. then went to monstercue to play pool. YAY. it's been long (: the feeling when the whole pool shop is empty and there's only you and yr partner is just damn shiok. after pool we went to marina to watch danceworks. wah the atmosphere damn high. and oh no no i saw quite alot of people. crys ambra their friends clare zoe lalala. saw marie's group dance. eh i think they danced really well! so who cares about the results. i'm sure everyone had fun!

then i sent alyssa to tuition. had a long walk to bras basah. haha we stopped by raffles city for awhile ; D and i was peeping into her classroom! hoho. then i met sam at fareast. bloody hell i had no money to cut hair -.- so we just crapped around with his friend. then i went back to marina to meet daddy mommy hazel. shopped abit. had dinner and went home. my legs are frigging pain. i hate walking.

and my parents are maaad about fengshui. RAH.

2007-02-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

ohmygod today was damn funny. i saw a guy with the wierdest golf swing ever. LOL. he went three quarters up then did some wierd helicopter shit up to the peak then down till three quarters again then release. and he still could hit contact shots which is stupidly incredible. i really dont know how he does it. HAHAHA. today i trained (abit), gymed and ran. yay.

danceworks is tmr! GOOD LUCK MARIE MEENAH LEE (:

monday chinese test, tuesday bio test, wednesday chem practical, thursday SS test. TELL ME I'M DEAD

2007-02-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

math is driving everybody nuts. nobody is following the lesson. noone understands. wtf. trigo can fuck off man. r-formula, double angle formula omg i dont understand a shieett. we kinda gave up so we ended up sitting at the back of class, digging money out from the donation can! it requires damn damn damn lot of technique. you have to insert a ruler/scalpel into the slit of the donation can. then try an adjust the position of the coin such that it fits perfectly through the slit and comes out! : D satisfaction level is HIGH!

after school, gym with the ruggers. it's been really long since we gymed together. all th ruggers left for training except jonny cos he didn't wanna train. HA. so we took our time and spent like 4 hours in the gym. haha. talked about lots of stuff. and we ran 2.4. which is so disappointing. glenn must run under 10.30 ): oh ya, saw sam and edmund at the gym too. after gym had dinner at j8. and we walked walked walked to kill time. thanks for accompanying me (:

then met girlfr after her movie, for like 15 minutes! : / GR. her parents picked her up. and i waited for my parents to pick me up, then we went to my relative's hugeeee bungalow at i dontknow where. i love to lie on the massage chair! and i was being mean to somebody : D so fun!

hey you. dont be too upset over it okay. i guess your parents were just frustrated or sth. show to them you're a good daughter okay? you're perfect in my eyes. and i'll be here for you always. we'll work harder. we can do it! i love you

2007-02-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

today's just a fucking bad day. i haven't had a decent grade for anything this year so far. everything's in shambles, you're feeling helpless, this is when you question, where's God? six tests next week. this is not good. i got a fucking single digit mark for math test. which is really >(. and at the chem lab today i dropped a bloody test tube. my shoeeee ):

lunch at subway with classmates. then went to tp to pass alyssa her ipod. thanks for the note <3 I LOVE YOU

my ipod's with rachael lye!! GR. and the other ipod's screwed. ): rachael you better not lose my ipod. :D

2007-02-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

goddamnit i failed math badly and i failed bio practical by one mark and and and. history was disappointing : / rah. and my stupid teacher's chasing me for my math assignment! we were playing hide and seek after school. he nearly saw me as i was with my friends near the staff room. then i ran ran ran to the other end and took the stairs down. tomorrow morning, i'm soooo screwed. oh and were late for the talk in the hall by 35 minutes! we were playing soccer in class then got caught by this stupid prefect. GR. so ya. got a tongue lashing after that.

after school went to j8 with jeff and all. blurdy yijun was disturbing me. and i treated him to ice cream because it was his birthday. HA. then i went to toapayoh to meet alyssa and rachael. sat at macs. then marie joined us. HOHO. the meenah who really has been Missing In Action. talk talk talk talk talk, then cabbed home with alyssa. (:

okay i've gotta rush a stupid cheena letter noww. and my math. ohzxzx myxzxz godxzxzxz

glenn's going craaaazy

2007-02-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

HOHO. TODAY WAS DAMN FUNNY. : D

my brother's friends came over in the morning. then i met alyssa and her friends at bugis. WTF ALDFJLSKDFGJSD i bumped into my uncle! when i was with alyssa! HOW SUAY CAN I GET PLEASE ): omg. walked around bugis then went to th arcade and her friends left. alyssa and i had a looong walk from bugis to suntec city. HAHA. emergency staircases! (: (: and coincidentally,,,, alyssa's parents were at suntec too. so i quickly vanished and she met her parents f awhile. haha, then we walked walked walked to marina square. we kinda forgot how to go there haha so we were late. met valerie. they bought a present for somebody. then we went to swensens for icecream fries and calamari. met EMILI who was working at swensens. omg so funny maan. they kept teasing us but ROAR who cares. we left at around 6 an because we wanted to HITCH A RIDE FROM ALYSSA'S PARENTS, I HAD TO PRETEND TO BE EMILI'S COUSIN! HAHAHAHAHA. and in th car, valerie went, "eh emili, what's yr cousin's name again?" "OH, HE'S GLENN!" hahahaha!! and uncle told alyssa i looked like a nice guy : DD HOHO. so me my cousin and valerie took a train from city hall. HAHA and valerie and i gossipped : D it was really funny!

met my parents at yck, then went to my ____ing rich cousin's house. four cars in th garage, and a ____ing wine cellar basement. haha. went home verrry late.

DAMN WHY MUST THERE BE SCHOOL TOMORROW!! WHY!!!! DONT TEACHERS NEED TO GO VISITING AS WELL. THE STUPID MINISTER FOR EDUCATION IS AN INDIAN, NO WONDER!! ROAR. AND I LEFT MY IPOD WITH ALYSSA! STUPID FORGETFUL ME : / SHE HAD BETTER RETURN IT TO ME TOMORROW (:

I'M JADED. GOODNIGHT.

today was really fun baby (: i'm loving you more everyday. emergency staircase! : D <333333

2007-02-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

okay chill people. everything's settled (:

haha, just now was damn hilarious la. LOL. i can't stop laughing. it started with mindi alyssa janice clare and glenn quarrelling and insulting each other. then slowly, peace surfaced. i dont know how, but it just happened. HAHA. mindi and her peace talks (: okay then in the end, we were all happily wishing each other happy cny and janice could finally go eat her stupid ice cream. end of story

HAHAHAHAHAHA. IT'S JUST FUNNY. LOL.

can't wait f tmr (: ALYSSA LIM I LOVE YOU. AND MINDI SAYS YOU'RE NICE : D

2007-02-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

ALYSSA LIM YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME I LOVE YOU GIRLFR (:

2007-02-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

for the fucking last time i'm saying this,

it's 39 bucks

minus

sam's $7 movie ticket

minus

the $15 repair cost of my phone's volume button which you spoilt.

i gave you a round number 20 bucks you didn't even bother to listen

if you're still demanding 39 bucks then i'll say fuck you again and you can slap me for all i fucking care

2007-02-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

today was great (: school was quite fun. haha had celebrations. talentime competition. our house won! haha. we were sitting on the gallery with no teachers around which was so totally cool.

after school met alyssa clarissa rachael and rebeka at toapayoh. took a train to airport. had lunch at burger king. rachael bullies me non-stop :/ rebaka is wierdly funny. clarissa is such a bimbo. alyssa is a pokface. jeremy joined us!! : DD which made clarissa soo super high. soon rach and rebecca left.

haha it was damn fun la. camwhoring is their thing man. tskkk. oh yar, we went to the stupid budget terminal!! as the name suggests, its DAMN BUDGET. omg. the departure hall, counters, waiting area, food and everything all in one tiny area. wth! wanted to take the shuttle bus to and fro some more, but the stupid bus driver told us off and said the bus was not for us to DOU4 FENG1. rah. so we just walked around the airport. doing stupid things. clare and her dancing -.- clare and jeremy are so super cute!! the cute couple left. er, so alyssa and i talked. HAHA. left at about 5. i'm super dead tired now.

tomorrow is new years eve!

i love today

most importantly i love you (: thanks f making my day once again. <33

2007-02-15T17:44:00.001+08:00

lala. i kinda knew this would happen. another war just like the soccer match thing. but just to let you know, if your fucking pea sized brain can't generate, she started it. so stop trying to act like a hero. go ask yr mom, in a fight, who's in the wrong? the one who started it. i can't believe you're dumb enough not to think that way. and you're not even involved in this so why make people hate you and see you as a loser? lol dumbfuck.

2007-02-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

2007-02-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

fuck. everything's in a mess now. fucking big mess

my parents just lectured me for a fucking whole hour. because my fucking bio teacher said a whole lot of shit to my mum. about me ponning trng, sleeping in class and using vulgarities. FUCK HER. and and. today some mafucking cb saw me in bishan, when i told my mum i was going t play golf. and i dont know how my mum got to know it. worst thing is, the person saw me with a girl. so my parents spent a fucking long time lecturing me on that. FUCK LA.

there's bio tmr. tan lai lin you're fucking gonna get it from me i swear. you caused me so much trouble. now i'm gonna make sure there's trouble in your class.

i've reached my peak of tolerance. too many bad things happening. the next thing that pisses me off i'm gonna fucking take out a knife.

god save me

2007-02-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

i tell yall what happened today and yall tell whether today's good or bad.

first period of the day, my bio teacher pissed the shit outta me. i quarrelled with her and blablabla. got screwed big time. :/ and she threatened me with some shit. then chinese, i didn't know what i was doing la. i was maad. i just went to the project room and slept for the whole period. she came in and scolded me, saying she was so worried because she couldn't find me blabla. but i told her i wasn't feeling well so ya. knn, physics. 2/10 for my quiz. bad things didn't stop coming. i was in a f**k the c***b** world mood man. but brandon all cheered me up and yeah was feeling better. and with two hours of research, we played ball in class and went to the library to sleep. haha.

met rachael at j8. we had to settle some stuff. haha. thanks la, you helped me alot. and i'm not mean to you la. then went to find alyssa at mosburger. oh and luke was there too (: supposed to go to town but we went to mosburger to eat and study. haha. luke gave rachael tuition. haha alyssa lousy lar, rachael dont want anymore : D and we left at around 5.

my mum messaged me, i was screwed. my teacher called her up. KNN. spoiled my mood la. that's it man, she's gonna get it the next lesson. the worst thing just had to happen. fucking r***e slapped me in j8. ya, SLAP. haha. didn't make me feel pain or sad la, but made alotttt of people see her as a fucked up loser slut. hahaha. i didn't slap her back or what la, cos i was wearing my pe attire. most importantly, i didn't wanna dirty my hands. like why would i wanna lay my finger on a whore. haha but revenge is a must, and i'll do it intellectually. HAHA seriously i think the most stupid thing to do is to start a physical fight. and she did that. lol. rachael please dont get so boiled up. it's only a small matter, dont get yr gang t bash her up la, no use. we dont waste our time on losers ya?

most importantly thank you for always being there. though you did nothing to the slut, standing by me was far better. haha. and thanks for the sweet letter (: you made my day today and i really dont know what would happen to me without you. I LOVE YOU. and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY (:

that's valentines day for me. the best and the worst maybe. ha.

2007-02-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm pleased with my determination maan. managed to finish most of my comprehension. i'm left with th application question. like how the eff-you-see-kay (hello pok) am i supposed to know how to do it. RAH. at least someone's keeping me awake with her nonsense.

like,

Alyssa says:
wah lao eh
Alyssa says:
WAR HERE WAR THERE
Glenn says:
HAHA
Alyssa says:
Very fun is it
Glenn says:
CHILL LA
Glenn says:
IT'S POLITICS
Alyssa says:
war here war there, and now we've gotta study it
Alyssa says:
ALL OUT OF ANGERRR. THE STUPID LEADERS SHLD GO DROP DEAD AND DIE

LOLLL!

one hour to valentine's day (:

2007-02-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

valentine's day eve! haha.

today was quite a crazy day in school. played lots of soccer (: pe and recess. and i made crystals during chem! HOHO. it's damn nice la. it's blue! and it's made from crystalization of copper sulphate (i think). chinese was mad. jonat almost fought with our teacher, who's also our second form teacher. LOL. oh and he got chased out of class for the whole period. HA.

after school, gym with jonat leonard martin and kenneth. lunch, then met alyssa at j8. with doralyn. after finding satay sticks (-.-) at ntuc we went to mos burger to meet rachael. bloody hell, only know how to bully me. >( by the way, thanks for the funny letter : D then bused home with alyssa.

tomorrow is valentine's dayyy <`3

DO YOU FEEL THE LOVE

okay i'm being retarded. some XYZ doesn't tell me what she wants. fine.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE (: AND YOU! <3

2007-02-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

i think more than half the class failed math test today. it wasn't that difficult, but we were only given 40 minutes GOD DAMN! wtf. out of five questions, i only got like 2 correct. fk. after the test we were all so pissed off so we started vandalising. during philosophy we sneaked into the project room and ripped out the table legs of a classroom table. the new tables had bloody strong legs maan. we had to clear the no-legged-table so we climbed up and pushed the ceiling tile up and hid the table in the compartment above the ceiling. and the legs were thrown out of the window to the aircon generators. haha. okay had lots of fun doing that and soon we got over the stupid test. : /

after school. FIRST TRAINING OF THE YEAR : D HAHA. i totally lost my feel for approach shots ): which is reallyreallyreally bad. but my long game improved! (haha see the results of gym) and my short game's still maintained. HA. okay i gotta work harder, and get back my accuracy and consistency. oh, and KNN today i forgot to bring my glove and my hand is hurting like fuck now ):

CNY is round th corner! (: and so is valentines dayyyyyyyy

2007-02-11T16:12:00.000+08:00

i just came back from gym at th country club. met jackie when leaving the club. then we talked about golf. and i feel damn shitty for wasting my whole holidays not training at all. fuck. DBS is coming. i dont think i'm ready for it. it's next month. i'll see. but UBC championship is in April! We can skip one week of school! :DD cos the tournament is in thailand. and i fucking missed the chance to get a whole year of sponsored overseas tournaments from my club. cos i fucking didn't train and missed all the trials ): so from this week onwards, i must hit the range at least 4 times a week. jackie's training everyday. i'll tryyyyyyyy.

"think of what you will be, after your intensive training. Think of what you can do, not what you can't do. Think of what you can achieve, not what you will fail. The key to success is not in yr clubs, it's in you." that's what he told me. and i feel motivated.

dad's supposed to bring me to get my shoe. butbutbut, for the third time THIS YEAR, he's switching the living room tv with the dining room tv. and i dont know why. GR. but actually now it looks nicer. ha.

i haven't studied for math. but the topics are easy and there isn't much to study.

2007-02-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

this morning was spent lying under the oh so fucking lovely sun tryna get our boobs and pot bellies more like them niggas. in short, we went tanning. ahahah. we're like some darkshitxz now. HO YES (:

jat went for training, sam luke and i went to town. kept walking from wisma to heeren. bloody hell. luke wants to lose th calories -.- sam bought the skinny black jeans. it looked kinda mat so i decided not to buy. i bought a tshirt again! HAH. spent hours deciding on what to buy. haiyo. actually i'm kinda done with new year shopping. haha. left with a pair of shoes and one more shirt maybe. ehhh then nic the cute boy joined us.

then i left to meet my family at katong for dinner. we had stonegrill : D damn fun lar. you buy a slab of beef and cook yrself on a damn heavy stone! haha cool worx. dropped by my grandparents place for awhile and then went home

okay i'm fucking tired. and i've got lots of work to do. ARH. so tmr is stay home day ): i must go gym.

i'll wait for you this i promise

2007-02-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was good. except for some things that spoiled my day. i fucking wanna punch my english teacher. that bloody sissy. i dont wanna talk about it alr, so pissing off.

today i did ALOT of shopping. went to town after school with jeffrey and the shithead and we walked around heeren and far east. they bought some stuff from far east. then i went to bishan to meet sam justin ed luke. did not gym today > / justin luke and ed left, and jat met me and sam. went to town shopping f new year clothes : D was really fun la. jeremy's balls were hurting and he kept complaining like some dog. and everywhere we went he'll want to sit down. lol.

so sam and i each bought a tshirt from fourskin. it was damn cheap. haha then we walked around and couldn't find stuff. and got frustrated. then we went to paragon. BEN SHERMAN (: nvm, angpow money! we want th 80 dollar tshirt!! and the black pants frm topman.

okay today i really had fun with sam and jat. HAHA jat the dog cheers the emo me up.

oh oh. and my brother passed his o levels! and my mother is so fucking happy la. so she agreed to buy me a pair of shoes! : D LOL

tmr shopshopshop some more! YAY. and i must hit the gym.

okay, everything else in my life sucks. school. and my broken heart.

2007-02-08T17:06:00.000+08:00

school was fine today. got into trouble but luckily i wasn't the one who threw the punch. chem was fun. my teacher's real nice to me she helped me with my crystal making. and th blue crystals are damn nice (: something nice to end the day eh. played abit of soccer then went to subway f lunch. yeah then went home. there's tuition later ): fucking tired la.

i'm so restless and listless now. i dont feel like going t school tmr. come on glenn, it's only the second month of school. i've accumulated quite alot of demerit points already. means it's detention soon. aiya i dont care.

somebody save me. the more i think about it, the more fucked up i feel. i can't get you off my mind. now tell me how to move on

2007-02-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

had two hours of research today. slept in the library, and played soccer in the classroom. and bloody hell got caught! : / got screwed big time after that. for like half an hour after school. after school met alyssa rachael steph and jat at united square. haha it was quite fun la. they studied. i was about to study, but stupid rachael took away my file of notes. GR. then we took a bus to bishan. jeremy is damn funny maan. oh and there was this BITCH on the bus, she scolded rachael and steph for being noisy. wtf. she fucking looks like a tranvestite! reached bishan, took bus home with alyssa. hahaha

history test tmr ):

<3

2007-02-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

i'm such a problem child. no, we are. HA. last period was assembly. we had some personal development inventory (PDI) shit. filled up some gay form and th teacher would talk to us personally. ahh. i got kristie chen th philo teacher! she talked to me for the entire period omgzxzxz! one hour long sitting face to face with her. in some isolated classroom. but she talked to me about alot of stuff. from anger management to discipline to academics to relationships. omg she said i'm not really a problem child, just that my face very qian bian. KNN. actually she's quite fun. now i feel bad making trouble in her class. haha.

anger management.!!

after school, gym with jonat martin & chris. it's the best way to drown th sorrows man. after gym, subway. met steph jeremy edmund and gang there. lol

good boy glenn went home early today as usual

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why

Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

2007-02-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

FUCK RAFFLES. LET'S PLAY FOR ACS

that's the theme of the day/week/month/year. raffles is such a fucked up place. haha with people sucking their asses up to first teams and captainship. we fucking wanna play for acs, against raffles. or just celebrate the day acs whoops raffles' asses in rugby and every other sport. jonat and hongxiu didn't make it to the team so they decided to stop training. so went gym with them. yeah man, fuck raffles. come on la, it's saints' title again this year.

aiyo. this sucks la. good friends, good friends. ~~till the day we die~~. i rather die nowwww. last friday was th day of my life i fucking swear. will i get to live that moment again? with all that's happening, it's a no i guess

2007-02-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

mum and dad brought me shopping yesterday and today. but i just dont feel like buying anything. new year new clothes? to hell with that la. i rather buy when i feel like it. fuck the tradition. fuck everything

went for my relative's baby's first birthday party at around noon. i dont even know his name la. oh, it's aidan. the place was quite cool. it's some kind of cafe in a bungalow in rochester park. then went to parkway parade.

i'm sorry for being such a cheebye
fuck it la

2007-02-04T08:51:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for everything

marie's right. people change. hearts change. i miss the times when we were all so happy. but i guess those were th good times. i didn't mean to be such a fucker >( but how could something so wrong feel so right? god knows. for now, i shall move on and look forward to whatever awaits me. and i'm sorry for losing my top at you. i know you had yr reasons to be angry.

~~this is painful~~

2007-02-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

now who's the selfish one
who doesn't give a fuck about her happiness?

GOD DAMN IT

2007-02-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

and i can't believe you would fucking give such selfish comments that are obviously one-sided. it's all my fucking fault alright, can you at least not blame her. she's merely doing what her heart tells her to.

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
THIS
CHEEBYE
WORLD

i'm getting really sick of all these.
if it's what you want to hear, I'M SORRY
if it's what you want me do to, I'LL BACK OFF
if it's the ending you want, ALL THREE END UP IN AGONY

thanks for depriving us
thanks for calling me a motherfucker

game over
show's over

such a small matter, need not blow it so big right? so if you want it this way, there's nothing i can do.

im disappointed

cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
fuck off glenn you're a fucking selfish cheebye
call me a betrayer. backstabber. anything.

if we just be friends, but love each other, what's the fucking difference?

2007-02-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

PLEASE SOMEBODY. HELP.
IT
FUCKING
HURTS
TO
LOVE
BUT
NOT
BE
ABLE
TO
LOVE
STOP ME FROM LOVING HER PLEASE
IT HURTS
AND IN THE END
EVERYONE ENDS UP SAD
FUCK THIS

2007-02-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

today i went mad in school. i blew my top after physics quiz, cos i could do only 2 out of 4 BLOODY EASY questions. omg. so pissing off can. i shouted two sentences, with three fucks, across the classroom, to martin, in front of the teacher. good job glenn. but i was lucky. i said it in front of the right teacher. she just talked to me after class. hoho if that happened in chinese lesson i'm ggxx-ed. my stupid chinese teacher already called my parents last year :/ so, thank god. but, i'm still really angry with myself. >(

school ended at 12.35 : D. after school, stayed back for mass chinese copying session. was fun though! then cabbed to queensway with chris and jonat t get chris' boots and we ate there. then cabbed back (haha, that's chris$). they went f training, i went to gym. met marie steph shalyn on the bus there. oh and it's steph's birthday today! ha.

sam luke and one more guy i think he's nick came. then i left to find the pok at macs. met joel lye at j8! ahhh that dog! haha. okay then took bus home with the pok. :D it was really fun hahah. okay after she alighted i almot lost my bloody way. ugh.

this week has been damn hectic. but there are no tests next week! (: HOHO. finally, a free weekend!

to stop loving you would kill me. i really love you <3

2007-02-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

guiltstricken i am
what kind of friend am i.
GLENN.
i told myself not to, i told myself i could not, i did not allow myself to
but somehow
it just happened
fuck it. i didn't mean to do so
i fail as a friend
god tell me what to do, please
will he understand?
i dont wanna risk losing a friend
but on the other hand
i can't let you go
i've tried to but to no avail
somebody save me
this sucks
but i love you

2007-02-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

today was just a very normal day in school. time passed fast, cos there were two tests. and i fucked both of them up baaadly. shit. we may be ponning school tomorrow. haha. firstly there's physics quiz. secondly,,,, HAIRCHECK ): dannggg. at most we'll go have breakfast at j8 and report to school at 8+ : D

i haven't started studying for physics, and there's tuition later

): i hate thursdays.

<33

2007-01-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

2007-01-31T18:13:00.000+08:00

no training today : D

bio was kinda sick HAHA. glenn is not innocent no more! had three hours of research today. which meant three hours of screwing around in the classroom and sleeping in the library. wednesdays are the best! (when there's no training of course!) felt super super tired so i went home to sleep after school. two tests tmr : / math quiz and bio practical ):

on a brighter note i'm gonna revamp my room! i'm gonna free up two walls so i can put something new there! yay. and a new bed f glenn! (:

i better go study. bye folks

2007-01-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

hmm school. let's see

so everyone's talking about my suicide attempt/vandalism. especially th stupid teachers. haha. and brandon's hair is finally brownish black! after 1 month of skipping assembly/running away from dm. his hair was browner than th female teachers in school! haha.

school was quite okay today. time passed fast. and i was a good boy (: headmaster's assembly today. after a year of renovation th hall's finally ready and th teachers streamed into the hall in black robes. haha so cute la.

after school, gym with jiahao, th throwers, judo ppl and sam luke and edmund. gymed till like 4. then went to j8 to eat. and then met alyssa marie and rachael at mos burger.

mum was pissed with me so i had to go home. rah. cabbed home with the pok : D HAHA

i'm lazy to blog! im gonna study bio now. SOMEBODY TEACH ME HOW T DRAW TH FUCKING HUMAN EYE

2007-01-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S A FUCKING BAD DAY.

10 OF US PONNED ASSEMBLY IN THE MORNING AND GOT SCREWED BIG TIME. BAD START FOR THE DAY. AND I WAS SUPER MOODY IN CLASS THE WHOLE DAY. DONT KNOW WHY.

BUT I WENT TO SEE JEREMY PLAY TENNIS AGAINST RI. THEY LOST 5-0 HAHA. JEREMY PLAYED DOUBLES AGAINST RYAN TEO AND LIONEL. HA.

TO END OFF THE FUCKING BAD DAY IN SCHOOL, MY COACH CALLED MY MUM AND TOLD HER I HAVEN'T BEEN GOING FOR TRAINING SINCE THE HOLIDAYS. WTF. FUCK HIM. AND MY MUM'S DAMN PISSED NOW. COS SHE KNOWS I'VE BEEN LYING TO HER. BUT I MANAGED TO COME UP WITH SOME EXCUSE BUT I THINK SHE STILL SUSPECTS ME. AH FUCK MY COACH.

SO COINCIDENTAL EH. LUKE'S BACK TO TRAINING. SAM'S JUST GOT FORCED BACK TO TRAINING, IF NOT HE'LL HAVE TO CHANGE SCHOOL. AND NOW I'VE GOTTA GO BACK TO TRAINING ALSO. FUCK IT.

BYEBYE TO MONDAYS WEDNESDAYS AND FRIDAYS TILL APRIL/MAY.

GOD SAVE ME

FUCK RAFFLES

OH YA. AND I ALMOST DIED TODAY. GREAT, EH. I WAS STANDING BY THE CORRIDOR RAILING. THEN MY TEACHER WALKED PASS AND I TOLD HER MA'AM I WANNA JUMP DOWN AND END MY LIFE. THEN SHE SAID HAHA GO AHEAD! THEN I STOOD ON THE THRID BAR AND THE FUCKING BAR BROKE!! FUCKING BANGLAS ANYHOW BUILD TH NEW BLOCK. AND I ESCAPED DEATH TODAY.

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO MY LIFE LA FUCK

2007-01-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

SOME CHEEBYE HACKED INTO MY MSN AND FRIENDSTER >:/

IT'S OBVIOUSLY SOMEONE THT I KNOW OR WHO KNOWS ME. BECAUSE THT PERSON WENT TO CREATE A GROUP IN MY MSN, NAMED IT 'LOVE <333333' AND PUT SOMEONE'S CONTACT IN IT. FUCK

WORSE OF ALL TH FUCKER WENT TO TALK SOME SHIT TO MARIE. OMG. SORRY MARIE.

LUCKILY SHE DIDN'T MESS MY FRIENDSTER SHE ONLY ACCEPTED ALL TH TESTIMONIALS (INCLUDING TH SPAM ONES :/)

KNN RENEE KEPT DENYING, BUT SHE'S TH ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS MY MSN PASSWORD! >(

2007-01-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

AHHH TODAY WAS TH BOMBB!

went to chinese swimming club. damn nice place. after renovation looks like sicc lar! tsk. i wanna ask daddy be a member there! so while waiting for jiahao we went to bowl and play table tennis (?!). haha we just whacked the ball like playing tennis. and i love t aim at ppl's dicks : D okay jiahao came. while waiting f th pool table we went to swim! oh, and i saw amanda goh there! and alotalot of raffles swimmers. cos th water was so freaking cold we kept doing sprints. lala so fun. jiahao the national breast stroke champion corrected my technique! yay (: then we had a super long nice hot bath. i love th toilet there cause the shower thing is on the ceiling! at it's like raining when you bathe (: after swimming we played pool for like 3 hours. the pool table was the competition type and it was really nice la. it was fucking expensive but jiahao's dad paid f everything :D

it's been a long time since i had so much fun!

and i'm dead tired people

tmr going t ikea with family. omg boring la. ):

goodnight

2007-01-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

i've been staying at home recently and mummy's real happy haha. and i finished my math assignment in an hour! see. works wonders when you turn off th internet connection. but fk i still have to write a chinese essay ): and there are three tests this week. i'm super ggxx-ed for physics. i've not been listening at all in class and i lost th worksheet. great.

MY HANDS ARE ITCHING TO PLAY POOOL ):

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

2007-01-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

today was a boring day in school. and with all that's happening, i just didn't feel like hanging around after school. so i went home and rested awhile then headed down to th country club. met marc and we did some catching up. haven't seen him in a real long time. and i haven't touched my clubs in a real real long time :/ so we went to the range to hit a few hundred balls. and my passion for golf just seemed to have been reignited. last year was my peak and after some serious business between me and mum i fucked up my club championship and laid off since november. and i shall get back. i will get back. interschool's in june and lots of tournaments up ahead.

& glenn is back!

yall just dont know my side of th story
and so i'm the one at fault.
i have suffered a great deal as well
its just that i got out of it fast
and you should too
for or else everyone will start blaming me
FUCK IT
and what's wrong with friends talking to each other
what gives you th fucking right to deny our freedom
we have done nothing wrong
our conscience is clear
and i think you should go fuck yourself

and thanks to those who're there f me. alyssa, and clarissa. thanks for believing us and talking sense into me. and comforting me th whole day (: and to those who dont believe, i can't do anything and i dont bother. we've done nothing wrong, our conscience is clear. you have no right to deprive us of our freedom.

AND I THOUGHT YOU TRUSTED ME

fuck

2007-01-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

today there was a fight in class. leonard pissed liyuan off during math lesson and when lesson ended he gave leonard a punch on his left eye. and it's fucking bruised now. luckily the math relief teacher was still in class when they fought and like 10 people were trying t stop th fight. and the math teacher was damn cool lar. he shouted damn fucking loudly until people from other classes came to spectate. in a matter of two days, two ruggers got punched. yesterday was kendrick today was leonard th vice capt. i think they should just flatten their egos abit. luckily they didn't report liyuan to the authorities, if not he'd be expelled. cos last year he already got caned twice. one more incident and he can go suck his balls at some neighbourhood school. but somehow we feel very secure with him around. he's got a gang at sengkang. haha. one punch left th rugby vicecapt in tears.

today is the first day since the start of school in which i didn't get into trouble! hooray f glenn.

ahhh tuition later ): fuck.

& yall can call me an asshole f all you want because i dont give two fucks about what you think. i'm sick and tired of all these

2007-01-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

chem open book assessment tmr ): i hate chem i hate chem cos i just dont get it :
oh yar i forgot t blog about sth yesterday! MY SISTER'S FUGLY FACE APPEARED ON NEWSPAPER YESTERDAY! SOME HSBC ADVERTISMENT. HAHAHA

okayxxx i gotta make this quick cos i seriously need to study. highlight of school today was last period. where like a quarter of the cohort ponned research. it was some bloody lame talk in th hall. played hide and seek with prefects and our year head HAHA. and while escaping met th ruggers hiding at some deserted rjc staircase. : D so we just stoned there and talked f an hour!

went to meet alyssa rachael and their friend (who bullied me using aly's phone -.-) at macs. rachael was supposed to have tuition?! haha they spent most of th time laughing and laughing at stupid things! and wtf they were smacking boobs which is sooo totally disturbing. went to popular, then mos burger for something like dinner. HAHA. alyssa drank less than half her corn soup and i drank the rest. WTF SHE PUT THE WHOLE SACHET OF PEPPER IN THE CUP OF SOUP. I TELL YOU, MY THROAT WAS FREAKING BURNTTTTTT! rah. and rach and marie were having some private conversation. tsk.

WAS REALLY LATE (not rich) so shared cab with alyssa. okay we were quite stupid on the cab. seriously hahaha. i shall not elaborate! it's disturbing

okay i gotta study now bye

2007-01-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

today was quite boring. i fucking lost one stupid mark in th math quiz ): irritating la. i know the ans but just forgot on th spot. physics was free period (: teacher didn't come and we were supposed to have lesson in the com lab. stupid school blocked off so many websites. irritating la. so we went f almost an hour long break : D last period was house meeting. we hate our house because th captain is some fuckass who licks th teachers' asses. like some dog la. so we came up with a vow not t contribute and participate in any events this year. GG to moor house (:

after school gymed with martin and the judo ppl and jason th peirce guy. titus th tit made us wait so long! today's workout was really tiring ): and there's pe tmr! die lar. SOCCER SOCCER <3! ahh tmr's gonna be slack :D soccer f an hour, and research ed for three hours : D which means a two hour lunch maybe? HAHA

somebody is unusally nice today : D HEEHEE i'm so happy
& i am touched!

2007-01-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

LALALAAAAAAAA

played soccer f pe! I LOVE PE : D COS I LOVE SOCCER! daaamn today i got pulled out of assembly cos i was laughing during the national anthem. i can't control my cb laughter la! ): and we were 20 minutes late f class after recess cos we went t bathe. then got blackmarked my ss teacher! but he's such a funnaye mat. okay i'm lazy to blog about school

school ended really late today. knn. as a result i erm forgot to go for training! see, school's fault! so i met sam and ed at th gym. didn't feel like gyming so we just did some pullups and left. hmmm went t j8 to eat subway. steph came and we kept teasing samuel lye about shalyn!! AIYOO : D then th couple had their own private time and the other couple (glenn&samuel) stone around. then we went to the library. WE STUDIED! see library's best without pretty girls who distract the shit out of us.

i'm saving up t buy shoes! knn my parents dont wanna buy f me la. idiots. tmr i'm gonna bring two apples to school for recess. so cute right!

WAHHH TMR GOT MATH QUIZ. but i so clever one, no problem lar. (I HAVE A CLEVER MONKEY SITTING RIGHT NEXT T ME!)

2007-01-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

ahh today was funn : D but it was scary at the start.

went t church. saw alot of people >( bloody sam didn't wanna go f cath class. then he forced me t pon mass. supposed to go gym but in the end went t his house. as expected, his parents caught us. his mom wasn't happy at all lar. went to j8 to eat, saw tintin and the girls. and rachael was so FRIENDLY to point middle finger at me. RAH. then we went to the library to do homework. met steph and denise and we studied with them. they were fucking noisy i swear. then the china lady beside us told us to KEEP QUIET. KNN. haha anyway, was quite fun. and we were teasing sam about shalyn. and sam was being a fucking bigmouth and told them about zoe. ):

studied till 3+ then met mike and jo and went to play soccer. ahh the court at st22 is nice! was reall fun today (: but i fucking injured my nose cos sam came t rough tackle me and i did a stupid high kick and kicked th ball t my nose. and it bled ): but i made new friends cos they randomized the team. after playing a few matches i had to go to my grandma's house. was late so i cabbed there. haha i paid th driver in one dollar coins and he was soo happy! : D

shit. today i had a talk with my uncle. i better start focusing on golf. i dont want a barren year la. but it's hard t get back after taking such a long break. this week i must start training. ):

2007-01-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

whackwhackwhack.

i spent the afternoon idling at home and finishing up my english oral script. had dinner at bugis with mum dad and hazel. saw so many people there! first i met crystal's boyfriends! two mats and a chinese. hmm then at pastamania i saw 4 young artistes. yknow the campus superstar gay and three others who are acting in some chinese show now.

yeah today was quite boring

WOOHOO LIVERPOOL IS LEADING 2-0 AT HALFTIME!

THOUGH I DONT LIKE LIVERPOOL, BUT I FUCKING HATE CHELSEA! SO GO LIVERPOOL! WHOOP THEIR ASSES MAAN.

let's go somewhere fun tmr

2007-01-20T11:57:00.000+08:00

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

2007-01-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

school was aiya bad and good today. started off bad. the fucking prefect couldn't get me for my hair so he got me for my shoe.! cos it's not mostly white. argh fuck la i dont care i'm still gonna wear it. dm has been warning me not t wear it since last year but after awhile they got tired of chasing.

chinese was baaaadd. my teacher pms-ed again. shes taught me for like 3 years and i know her well enough la. just caught her on a bad day today. she sent me out of class!! not like that seldom happens, but aiya. then soon after leonard got sent out also. cos i was making him laugh from outside. one whole hour at the corridor with no aircon and we still had t write a fucking yingyongwen (letter)

after recess i spent lesson time talking to hairymonkey. he's going to england to study this august. at college level. lucky bastard. then from there its much much easier to enter cambridge cos the A lvls there are fking easy. i wish i had the money to go there la. it's 3000 bucks a month. three thousand fucking bucks. two years there i can buy a car in singapore la. see, how rich people easy buy themselves a future.

met justin after school. went to library for lunch -.- then we went gym with sam and ed. gymed awhile only. ed went to meet his gf in town. we contd gym then met ed steph and shalyn at wisma. wahhh steph damn irritating larr wasted so much of my talktime! wanted to know where ed was and then she picked up the phone and asked me stupid questions. ed supposed to join us but he went back to bishan with the girls. KNN. so we went to dhoby ghaut t buy something. then went to play pool. waiting for damn long, finally got table. played till almost 9pm. then went home

ahhh thanks samuel and justin, for making me happy today. i needed that badly. and sorry sam i thrashed you in pool. steve davis in the making, told you. and tintin didn't wanna lend me his phone. what the helll

DXO TMR???!

~~ZOE NOT GOING I DONT WANT TO GO~~

2007-01-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

when you're stuck in the middle
and then you took a side
hoping things would turn out fine
instead when the truth surfaced
disaster happened
who's to blame?
you
you
glenn
you

i'm sorry i can't help

i'm a useless cheebye friend

2007-01-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

hahahaa chinese book test was a breeeeze (: thought we were so unlucky to be the first class to do the test (that means no getting answers from other classes) we showed TEAMWORK! : D i did questions 1-25, hairy monkey did 26-50 and jeffrey helped me with 1-25 as well! :D so er actually i did just a few questions then copied the rest and went t toilet for half and hour : D

today was my turn to get raped! ehh its quite fun lar. no point struggling you'll feel more fucked up. just play along with them and the next day you'll be the one locking some other person up in the project room t rapeeee!

history was damn interesting la we watching the movie DANGEROUS LIAISONS. it's during the french revolution when two rivals marquise and vicomte, the aristocrats, who use sex as a weapon to humiliate and degrade others. they compete t see who can seduce better. haha. yeah and valmont was on a mission to seduce this damn virtuous lady who's faithfully married. at first she was reluctant but soon after she fell for him and gave him a YES. haha, at that time means he could erm fuck her. but mrs matthews censored all the that-kind-of scenes GR

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh tuition later at 7. damn. come on glenn it's only two hours. FUCK

2007-01-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

will make this a short one. math quiz tmr i think. shiattt. but my cute monkey desk partner can help me with math. (it's a nice way of saying he lets me copy). he gave me a diary calendar thing so i'm burning black parade f him! see glenn's so nice.

today passed quite fast. had chem remedial after school knn. then went gym. the whole gang was there. didn't do much, then went for dinner and then library t er do work. yeah and renee mindi rosalie were there as usual.

okay i dont feel like blogging BYEBYEEEE

whyyy am i falling f you

2007-01-16T18:14:00.001+08:00

ahh today. school was quite fun : D in th morning i gelled my hair like mad so that it looks blacker. luckily la, cos cheebye brandon used finish his spray. ponned assembly with brandon jonny and jeffrey, slacked in class while the rest of th school was singing national anthem, got caught : / got lectured big time by my indian teacher <3! shiatxzx no more ponning ): we must be patriotic citizens of singapore!

last period was really fun. cos like half the class had to go help out with the sec1s we just slacked in class for an hour. then the new j1s at rj walked pass our classroom (cos our class is the nearest to rjc) we just stared at them by the window. LOL and the girls were so freaked out LALA.

after school gymed with martin and the ruggers. so many people commented on my stupid finger la. they said it looks cute HAHAH.

i'm sad. cos something happened after gym. depressing lar. it's the time when i start to question who actually are real friends. some people are really two-faced. and i hate it. and it just has t happen t be one of my good friends so ya. fuck it

2007-01-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHH TODAY'S A FUCKING UNLUCKY DAY FOR GLENN TAN JIA HAO!

KNN

THREE THINGS THAT MADE MY CHEEBYE DAY. FROM BAD TO BAD-EST.

1. I WENT F TRAINING F THE FIRST TIME SINCE LAST NOVEMBER. AND TODAY'S TRAINING ENDED SOOO BLOODY FKING LATE.

2. FUCKING LOSER PREFECT PULLED ME CHEW AND BRANDON TO THE DISCIPLINE MASTER COS OF OUR HAIR. KNN HE REALLY HAS GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO GO CATCH PEOPLE'S HAIR. FUCKING LOSERRRR. SO DM TOLD ME TO CUT AND DYE BACK BY TOMORROW OR ELSE HE'LL SEND ME TO THE BARBER AND CALL MY PARENTS. CHEEBYE

3. I ATTEMPTED SUICIDE TODAY! AS WHAT EVERYBODY WHO SAW MY FINGER SAID. LALA NO LA I ACCIDENTALLY SLICED MY FINGER TIP. BAD LUCK BAD LUCK! I SHOULD NOT HAVE PLAYED WITH THE LAB KNIFE I SHOULD NOT HAVE PLAYED!!! I FUCKING REGRET NOW LA THE CUT IS SO DEEP AND THERE'S BLOOD STAINS ON MY PANTS LIKE IM SOME GIRL LIKE THAT. AND MY FINGER WAS BLEEDING SO PROFUSELY THE BLOOD KEPT LEAKING ONTO THE FLOOR. HAHAHAHA. OKAY IT'S PAIN ): AND I CAN'T EVEN WRITE PROPERLY NOW ): ):

SO IN CONCLUSION,

FUCK TODAY

SO MUCH FOR GOING F TRAINING.

DONT WANT TO GO NO MORE

butbut

there's no homework today ( :

i didn't mean to fall in love with you you you

2007-01-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

ahhh yesterday was freaking great.

met at yishun, took shuttle bus to orchid country club. the place was big and grand and reminded me of how badly i played in the invitational there. had kfc for dinner, chill around then played paintball. knn 3000 balls for $900. fucking expensive la. each one of us had to pay 60 BUCKS! gr. but it was really fun. and muddy. it's like a battlefield where there are barrels and planks where you can hide behind and you have to shoot down two targets and get the ammo box to win. the fucking paintballs were so painful. the vest only covered the chest and back. and we had a mask. and i didn't wear long sleeve so my fucking arms were exposed. I GOT SHOT ON MY LOWER NECK. IT FUCKING HURTS AND THERE'S A BRUISE. KNN. but it was really fun la. the game lasted about 2 hours.

then after that went t orchid snooker. played pool with leonard for an hour. holy cow the snooker room is like paradigm x 3 la. dad fetched me home, reached home about 12.30 or 1.

this morning went for mass with edwards and jo. did some catching up and bloody hell i haven't seen them since christmas! after mass we went to j8 with nat and eugene. had ice cream at macs then they left for changi airport while i went home.

just came back from my grandparents place. i'm fucking shagged. & i think i'm getting a fever : /

tmr's monday again ):

2007-01-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

I , i dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, i dont know why i still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

if you call me today
i'll say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
it's just a lie
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess
my love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that's sad

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

if you call me today
i'll say that i'm fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
it's just a lie
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess
my love for you is deep and meaningless

hahaha i wonder, what if i die later while playing paintball. eh it's possible okay. i just signed the WAIVEER OF LIABILITY AND ASSUMPTION OF RISK : D haha and the cockhead edmund was like cursing me yesterday. LALA. it's only 12.30! and it's so frggn boring at home. aly's sms woke me up, at 7AM!! RARRRR!! and afterwhich i couldn't really get back to lala land. : / i've been thinking of some issues recently. ahhhh.

happy birthday jiahao! okay he wont read this cause i didn't tell him my new blog. jiahao's not me. jiahao's my good friend since sec1 he's my partner in limited edition shoes and crumplers and ipods and he has some scandal with amanda goh and his hair is still brown : D and hes 100m breaststroke national champion

today is a quiet day at home. hazel's screwing around at her friend's place. my bro's out as usual. dad's at the office (i think). and the rainn. makes me emo ):

ahhh

i didn't mean to fall in love with youu

2007-01-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHH FUCK THE STUPID RAIN LAA. WHOLE DAY RAIN. KNN PISS ME OFF.

i dont mind my hair getting wet my clothes getting wet my bag getting wet BUT I CAN'T FUCKING STAND MY SHOES WET. today jus and i walked from the bustop to the gym under the fking heavy rain which never seemed to stop. and my feet were soaked.

anyway, today was gay. jus and i gymed for like 4 hours. ER. sam luke eman and jat joined us after like 2 hours. so i did everything la. rah

after gym walked to j8. in the rain again. KNNCCB. ate at foodcourt. 6 bowls of banmian for all of us : D ahhh then we were camwhoring after that and the kcp ahlians started laughing. FUCK THE LIANS.

tmr got match against iggy dcruz's team. ? wah shit. ehhh at night i'm playing paintball at orchid country club! WOOHOO : D

2007-01-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

GOODYGOODYGUMDROPS! FIRST TIME I'M HOME SO EARLY ON A WEEKDAY. AHHHHH. my mum's like so fucking happy.

i've been gyming everyday since sunday so today decided to take a break. and it was raining! GR. and and i was on a budget today. and tmr also. cos i'm trying to save 30 bucks this week. and i have only 2.50 to spend tmr! surely cannot la ): today marcus darling bought me old chang kee and martin bought me a drink :DD YAY.

it's so fucking boring at home and there's no homework : /

cb renee still hasn't given me my christmas present yet

2007-01-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

today was aiyo, eventful.

i was almost late for school! wahh then i told daddy to drop me at the place only teachers' cars are allowed to like park. then i raaaaan and i was just in time. WHOO. played soccer for pe! woah like after how long finally got to play soccer again. still remember the good old times where me sam mike and jo played at bishan like everyday. and got into a fight with some bangla gang also haha. and noww, free time go play pool! waste money la! but fun :D

slept through lessons as usual, then had briefing for research ed. SHITTTT! the new year head from sji caught me sleeping! : / after school met justin at j8. he ate lunch while i was on a budget so i ate cookie! mm then met jat. justin went for tuition. the girls came and i left for gym with sam and edmund. ahhh my newfound joking partner is edmund! :D he's so fucking funny. after gym stoned around at j8. saw alyssa rachael and friends. & renee mindi rosalie. went to the library awhile, then joined alyssa and rachael and their friend. haha left at around 6 then went to meet sam ed renee all at library.

HELL IT WAS TORTURE. with renee around

i got my wrist twisted AGAIN, my pants almost pulled down, smacked on my head, almost bitten on my hand! AHHH. RENEE LEE SHU WEN. GR

2007-01-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

aiyoooo. today i went online, was really disturbed! zoe's stupid friend was bullying me! ): she teased me and said i'm gay! : / and also ambra's retarded-ness. and she getting high just because i'm a LEO too. like WTF! she says we're really alike and that's fucking disturbing man.!

school was boring tday as usual. arghh recess brandon met his girlfriend. wahh knn damn hot!! it's that orange bikini girl at krunk! her pinafore was like as short as erm shorts! wtf. HOTHOT.

supposed to pon assembly and go gym but some cheebye said attendance would be taken. then the rest wanted t take attendance first then go but once they got there they were like stuck there. knn. then i was the only one who ponned and i wouldn't wanna go gym alone so i went for assembly. fucking waste of time la. our new year head is this goondo from SJI. and sam's like walaoo he teach us for so long alr then go your cheebye school. HAHAHAH!

after school gym with martin jonny and the softballers. then went to j8. met justin and jat. and then the girls. sat at coffeebean. and rachael's like ga-ga over my malay rugby friend. and justin was like smelling alyssa's ipod inside out. TSK TSK

KNN TMR LONG DAY. FUCK SCHOOL

2007-01-08T19:11:00.000+08:00

today was just another boring day in school. not really that boring, but still boring. : / first pe lesson today. me and martin (renee and mindi calls him fred lol) are the pe reps this year. fuckk i dont want la. gotta carry all the equipment. ): but it's gonna be fun cos this year we're playing soccer, tennis, hockey and rugby i think, for pe :D

i go to school everyday in fear of being caught for my hair. everybody's telling me it's brown. wtf la. but brandon and i aint gonna dye ours back.

rahh i just slept through most of the lessons. so fucking boring. but we're just beside rjc so in between lesson we can walk over to check out the girls there maan :D

after school, okay i ponned training. HAHA. and poor ahma has practice. HEEHEE. met justin and rachael at j8. just sat down at yoshi and talked. then stoned around. yeah then we went to meet sam luke and eman for awhile.

YAY TMR'S A SHORT DAY :D HOW WONDERFUL

AND THERE AINT ANY HOMEWORK TODAY : DD

2007-01-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

and the stupid ahma is bugging me to update! grrr.

Alyssa says:
Okya fine! WE BOTH UPDATE ALRIGHTTT
glenn. /it's empty and cold without you here says:
nothing to update!
glenn. /it's empty and cold without you here says:
hahaha
Alyssa says:
HOW BOUT ALYSSA IS THE BEST?
Alyssa says:
That'll work!

OMG. DISTURBINGGGGG

my ahma calls me ah hao! : / i dont like! ah hao is the cheebye who killed huang na! i'm not a murderer!!! ):

it's boring at home. i'm going to the gym later. yay. while hazel learns her stupid inline skating. i still have unfinished homework! ): i hate writing essays.

and I'M CRAZY OVER MCR AGAIN. THE FEVER IS BACK!!

THEIR VIDEOS ARE SO FUCKING NICE AND THEIR LIVE PERFORMANCES ARE SO FUCKING INSPIRING. ARGHHH I CAN'T GET ENOUGHT OF MCR. AND GERARD WAY IS FUCKING COOL.

FAMOUS LAST WORDS. MAKES MY HEAD ROCK ROCK ROCK.

OKAY I'M DONE WITH MY POST AH MA :D

2007-01-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

didn't blog yesterday. was feeling kinda fucked up because there were so many things on my mind; unhappy ones that is.

anyway school was real slack yesterday. after school met justin. then met meishi and her friends and went to pastamania for lunch. alyssa and marie were supposed to be on a date but they joined us because my ahma wanted to see justin chee lorxz. alyssa'a friends also came and started teasing her. HAHA. so fun lar. the girls did their homework and me & jus had nothing to do. cos we didn't bring anything to school D: see the difference between GIRLS and BOYS? tsk. soon meishi left for tuition and aly and her friends left. so justin and i just had our usual gay talk. about nicenice music. hahah

tday gymed in the morning. with sam jat justin. then went library. BISHAN LIBRARY. THE PLACE WITH LOTS OF ER WONDERFUL MEMORIES. tskk. i sat at the exact same place where i saw zoe hahaha. went t foodcourt for lunch. luke and eman joined us. then pool at paradigm. was good.

sorry justin. made you go against your new year resolution ): aiyaa i'm feeling fucked up about it as well. should not have done it man. this is bad : / we'll put an end to this okay justin.

JEREMY TAN HURRY SEND ME YOUR COMMONWEALTH ESSAYYYYYYYY!!

2007-01-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

woohoo my 100th post on loveyoulately- :D that's fast!

today was good la. like, first time in donkey ages i er ENJOYED school. ha. firstly, the weather this morning wasn't good so there was no assembly = no hair check :DDDD today we had math and for the first time i paid attention! heehee but i was messaging ah ma and clarissa. BUT STILL PAYING ATTENTION OKAY! then history my favourite subject cos i love genevieve matthews :D lessons at com lab are ALWAYS FUN! but chinese was crapp la. cos yesterday we skipped chinese lesson and supposed to do an essay but we didn't so today had to do : / OH BIO! THE TEACHER LOVES ME! SHE SAID, I'VE FOUND A FRIEND IN GLENN HE'S SO CUTE! hahahahaha : D i asked her alot of stupid questions, then she said, GOOD QUESTION THERE GLENN! LOL. OKAY.

after school went t macs. stole my friends fries and drinks and that was lunch. saw mike bernard and gang there. met sam and jat. then jat went for saf trials. went to tp to find clarissa cos SAMUEL DOG LYE WANTED TO FIND OUT ABOUT CHARLOTTE. WTFF. LOL. then we went off cos he was SCARED OF RACHAEL. oh oh.

tmr is FRIDAY!! SCHOOLS ENDING AT 12.35 YAY YAY YAY AH MA :D

2007-01-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

BACK TO RAFFLES INSTITUTION AFTER 2 MONTHS.

FEELING'S NOT TOO GOOD NOT TOO BAD. THE ONLY GOOD THING IS THAT THE SCHOOL'S LIKE SPANKING NEW AFTER THE WHAT $36 MIL UPGRADING (PEANUTS PLEASE IT'S LIKE MY MONTHLY PAY? :D) AND AND MY CLASS IS SO FUN LA.

FIRST THING IN THE MORNING WE LOCKED OUR FRIEND UP IN THE PROJECT ROOM WHICH IS CONNECTED TO OUR CLASSROOM. SO FUN PLEASE!!

okay other than that, today was DISASTER

MY HAIRRRR. KNN I CUT YESTERDAY! AND ALL THE CHEEBYE TEACHERS CAME TO ME SAY MY TAIL WAS LONG BLA BLA BLA AND MY HAIR'S BROWN. BUT NEVERMIND, BRANDON AND JONNY'S HAIR MORE BROWN THAN MINE :D SO WE ALL GOT CAUGHT AND SUPPOSED TO GET BOOKED BUT (AS USUAL) WE SNEAKED AWAY FROM THE PREFECTS. SKILL OKAY!

so right, tmr, i'll have to wake up earlier and wax my fucking tail up. so that it looks like there's no tail. and and i'll have to spray my hair black. I HATE THE SPRAY IT'S SO DIRTY! ):

SEE AIN'T I SMART, AH MA (alyssa)!! :D

lessons were stupid. didn't wanna listen so we decided to take a TWO HOUR LONG RECESS :DD went t rjc and disturbed the new batch of jc1s. wahhh not bad leh this batch of rg girls quite hot! after our two hour long recess we had a two hour long movie to watch at the lecture theatre. and school ended.

helped the ruggers with their fitness test after school, then went to j8. met marie and er who's that. jiaher! ya. and i met nic :D so we waited for justin chee and then went gym. met sam luke edmund joshua at the gym. NIC IS SO CUTE AT THE GYM!! LALA

i'm damn tired. there's school tmr again. walao. okay la, the new classroom's aircon is much colder and nicer to sleep :D

TATA

2007-01-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

it's really pain
to see two of my good friends
feeling so fucking depressed
and he's like one of my best friends
and i hate to see him so hurt inside
but he's appearing so strong
and i can't do anything
love is painful i know
why do all good things come to an end?
we just gotta pick up
and carry on with life
and just hope for the best
devotion will pay off
i really hate seeing them like that.

2007-01-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

THREE CHEERS TO OUR LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS/FREEDOM!!

NO MORE WAKING UP AT NOON, GOING GYM & PLAYING POOL EVERYDAY! i wanna cry can.

I WILL MISS TWO PEOPLE THE MOST!!

MARIEL LYE <3 AND CARMEL LYE <3

SHIT I HAVEN'T SEEN THEM IN LIKE 3 DAYS! ): ):

WE'LL STILL BE GYMING. AND POOLING. HA.

TMR AFTER SCHOOL GONNA GYM AND THURS AFTER SCHOOL GONNA POOL :D

SHITTTTT SCHOOLS STARTING TMR. NO MORE HOLIDAYS!! ): THIS IS SAD. I LOVE THIS HOLIDAY SO MUCH.

anyway tday erm morning went gym with sam jat and justin. sam jat and i ran! woah like the first time i ran in months! ehh not bad okay i could run 2.4 rather easily. the stupid gym was so crowded. couldn't do anything. and i didn't have the mood to train. so i just did abit. tmr then whack.

lunch at subway, then went to far east. sam nic luke and i got our haircut. mine's damn guai now la! my sideburnsss are super short. hahaha fuck raffles la like sideburns will even affect studies. i didn't cut my tail i'm gonna leave it. and my hair colour! i'm lazy to dye it dark brown. so i'll have t say i swam alot this holiday :D

met alyssa marie and rachael at plaza sing then went t monstercue to play pool! not bad tday :D then we went to pastamania at cine to eat. and we went home. yeah. today was quite fun.

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF HOLS PEOPLE.

BE GOOD

AND ENJOY SCHOOL

WOW

AS WHAT LUKE SAID

"LOOK YOUR BEST TMR COS NEW YEAR REPRESENTS A NEW POOL OF GIRLS ON THE BUS :DDDDD"

ROFLMFAO

2007-01-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

this song makes me cry pleasee ):

anyhow, countdown to 2007 was A BLASTT! i think it's the most memorable 31st december in my life. after meishi's bbq/party i left for my parents' friend's house for new year party. played dota with my friends and it was damn fun :D i won with furion+boots+regen+dagon+s&y! okay then i went t play blackjack with the adults and i lost like farrrrkkk. stupid losing streak :/

then jus called me t go town for countdown. alyssa and marie could go too so we met in town. the atmosphere was really great. everyone was highh! the only thing is, the whole streets of orchard road was filled with BANGLAS. really. omg. they came in gangs of 10-20 and went around shouting and blowing their fucking loud hand-whistles. WE WERE FREAKED OUT LAA. cos they kept staring at the girls. HA! so jus and i had to like cover them. and we were scared of the aerosol spray thing you know, the banglas would spray at the faces and go arnd touching. haha but after awhile it was as bad as we thought! BANGLAS ROCK MAAN. THEY'RE SO SPONTANEOUS! so fun please! and a few random banglas came shaking my hand. I LOVE BANGLAS!! (FOR ONCE). unlike the chinese ahbengs la, all they did was say KNNCCB on the streets.

er haha we didn't exactly countdown cos there wasnt any clock around. so we just screamed with the crowd. and sprayed back the foam thing at the banglas. HAHAA SO FUNN!

after the 'countdown' we went to cine pastamania to chill out. there was a party outside cine and everyone was dancing and all. omg the banglas dance was super funny la. they can't dance for nuts! it's really hilarious watching them dance i swear. we tried to get booze but they guarded the booze fridge so tightly and we had to be 18 to buy ):

after lazing around at pastamania it was like 1.30 alr so we decided to go home. on the way out OMGGG there was this bloody TRANSVESTITE PARADING HERSELF AT CINE. OMGOMG HER FACE WAS FUCKING SCARY. SHE WAS SO BIG AND BROAD AND WORE ALL BLACK AND THOSE NET STOCKINGS AND HEELS. OMG AND HE DID ALL THE SEXY POSES AND LET PEOPLE TAKE PHOTOS. WTFFFF! WHAT WAS IN HER MIND PLEASE! THAT WAS REALLY REALLY FREAKY.

then we had a hell of a time trying t get a cab la! soo finally we got a cab and alyssa and i shared. ~~heehee i managed to dig out some of her dirty little secrets on the cab ride :D~~

reached home at like 2 and i was freaking tired to i crashed.

it was a really memorable countdown thank you justin alyssa marie rachael so much!!

2006-12-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

okay since i'm quite free now i decided to do a summary for year 2006. I'LL TRY LA. this year in school has been super fucked up and super fun. cos my gpa dipped alot thanks to the end of years when me sam renee mindi rosalie went out till late almost everyday, even the day before the fking paper. yeah : / discipline trouble surfaced ): and my classmate got caned twice this year. made a teacher cry, got chased out countless times, walked outta class, failed alot of stuff, passed alot as well :D teacher kept calling my mummmy, mummy not happy.

sentosa with ruggers

not t mention this year was kinda barren, actually not really haha! two championships, two second places, many many top 10s and 5th in seletar gt (: but disastar came when i failed to qualify after round 1 of club cship. after which i got into a period of depression : / i haven't trained in a long time ):

the fun times in school :D (we got into deep shit because of that)

went t beijing in june,,

and in august/september, the fun fun singapore idol times :D with mike! and got to know renee mindi all.

and the fun library times :DD where i had this huge thinggg for ZOE LIN <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/1358/3817/1600/703558/Image067.jpg">

from crashing amanda goh's party

to staying over at mike's place resulting in his neighbour having a stupid crush on me

to the time sam ran away from home

and all the quarrels

following luke to heart of god church

stalking renee ended us up at new creation church which ended us up at HILLSONGS CONCERT!!

the super fun toys r us times :D

pool almost EVERYDAY at paradim/monstercue

sam's chalet at sentosa. had a hell lot of fun there.

the funfun vivo outings

band night

the soccer match : /

haircut at eman's recommendation :D

NIC TAN MY SON

when clare was away SAM JEREMY NIC MIKE JO AND I WENT OUT PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY :DD WITH JUSTIN BIMBOCHEE JOINING US!

the fun christmas shopping times :D

NEW URBAN MALE

TOPMAN

WALKING THROUGHT MRTS

SAM'S RUNAWAY CASE

STEALING FOREIGN MONEY

GOING T SAM'S HOUSE LIKE EVERYDAY

MARIEL AND CARMEL <33!!

LUKE'S CHRISTMAS STAYOVER :D

GERALDINE LEAH YAP!

JEREMY AND CLARE

ALYSSA AND JUSTIN

RACHAEL AND ER LUKE? (last time la)

MARIE THE MEENAH AND AARON ANG/MIKE

AIRPOT FUN!!

QUARRELLING WITH RACHAEL AND MARIE

TEASING BIMBOCHEE AND ALYSSA ;D

and of course, the highlight of this year

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MEISHI ((: <3

WHO GOT ME SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER

ALL THE FUN PASTAMANIA TIMES, LATE NIGHT CALLS AND EVENTUALLY FALLING FOR EACH OTHER WHATEVER HAPPENS, I'LL NEVER FORGET AND I NEVER REGRETTED WHAT WE HAD (:

lastly, i spend a fucking lot of money this holiday!

THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!

samuel justin jeremy nicholas mike joel luke meishi marie rachael clarissa alyssa renee mindi zoe kimberly audrey brandon jonathan martin ryan david the ruggers

AND THANKS FOR MAKING THIS HOLIDAY SO ENJOYABLE AND UNFORGETTABLE

LOVE AND MAY WE STILL GO OUT OFTEN NEXT YEAR!

AND THANK YOU MEISHI I LOVE YOU!

2006-12-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

hohoho tday was great fun. gym with sam and bimbochee in the morn :D itellyou justin is fucking funny at the gym la. omg laugh laugh laugh. then we met alyssa rach marie at j8. had lunch then went t airport to er welcome clarissa kena bang back t singapore. we thought she would be arriving at 2+ but then we realized that she was arriving at like 6. thanks to my smartness in calculating th time! D: airport was damn fun la. hahahaha just goofed around like retarded nothing-better-to-do kids. marie the minah :D it was super fun teasing her. and rachael the bloody quarrelsome thing always finding fault with glenn tan i dnt know why. and alyssa & justin! AIYO <33 WORXX. when clarissa arrived only th girls could talk to her cos her dad was there. so we were spying from afar. hahaha. okay and jeremy so fucking high la cos his darling back alr. knn. we had dinner at fish&co! (: decided to pamper ourselves after waiting f so longgggg. so chalked up a 100dollar bill :/ gosh. and rachael owes me money! and we chatted over dinner. yay. tday was like a break from all the emo-ness that's been engulfing us :) THANKX EUUX PEOPLEX

we are now so insecure
hanging on a cliff
not knowing who we are
what we are
where we're going
what to do
do we still love?

2006-12-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

tday supposed to go gym with sam but that bugger was sleeping i didn't wanna wake him up so i used the laptop and played with his sisters. i find joy and love in mariel and carmel! jat came after his gomback trials and then we went t buy my crumpler bag and then play pool. spending money is destressing maan.

i still love youu

cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

2006-12-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing to say man. i'm just utterly stunned shocked beaten and waiting for the consequence. praying to god for the best. but for now i'm kinda screwed. police parents. i just feel like crying now la.

it's over man.

why's this happening to me and not anyone else

i just have the fucking sudden urge to do it man. no not drink, not have sex. but. aiya. man the urge is fucking strong. its bad glenn. control yourself. you can do it.

oh shit. a tear just rolled down my cheek

but. i'm really glad that when im down people are there for me. yknow to tell me, dont give up, how can i help and stuff. omg. touching touching.

thank you justin thank you alyssa thank you jeremy thank you samuel yall are the best

2006-12-25T19:01:00.000+08:00

LUKE'S SISTER IS FUCKING HOT OMG! all of us especially bimbochee and glenta clause (stupid ambra) melted laaaaaa. aiyo luke so fucking lucky.

so we stayed over at luke's house. had great time and didn't sleep until 7 this morning. sneaked into his house with his dog barking away and waited for luke to come back from midnight mass. then had supper with his family. :DD i sat beside geraldine :D then we emptied a bottle of white wine for a start. okay we drank quite alot! we took 10 cans of beer up to his room and drank. listened to radio watched wwe took off clothes jammed in his studio and watched she's the man. HAHA. and played foozball!! and oh oh i had my first **** in my life! finally :D

tday on the way to town jat and nic had to go home >( so left with me sam and bimbochee. shoppingggg till i'm all sore now. i bought ambra's present :/ and a shirt for myself from topshop! bimbochee bought as well.

okay i'm fucking tired now

THANKS FOR THE WELLWISHES PEOPLE AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

LOVE

and thank you jat nic justin sam luke and mike (though you couldn't come) for spending this christmas with me!

2006-12-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE PEOPLE!!!!

it's one day to christmas finally!woohoo. keep the spirits high people.

will be staying over at edwards' tnight :D partaye partaye!! i love my friends maaan.

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE (:

tis the season to be jolly falalalalalallaallllallalaal!

take care have fun and god bless!

wo ai ni baby <33